The soundtrack from Tron-Legacy :: Daft Punk [It's one whole swap of Nerdvana, my music life is complete thanks to this soundtrack]
Under the Sea :: The Little Mermaid
Pachelbel’s Canon
Somewhere Only We Know :: Keane
Don’t Stop Believing :: Journey
Carry On My Wayward Son :: Kansas
What is Love :: Haddaway
Sister Christian :: Night Ranger
If You Get There Before I Do :: Collin Raye
Favorite Past Times
Strolling along the beach/garden thinking about the meaning of life, enjoying the breeze, stars and be one with the universe for a while.
Watch Star Trek during my Free Time or just play it in the background when I work [The Next Generation, Voyager]
Things that Fascinate Me
CGI::Computer Graphic Imaging
Computer Programming
The Scientific Method
Religion :: its ability to execute mass delusion and decapitate rational thinking is worth studying, it is also the only business model that have withstood the test of time.
Things I’m Grateful For:
The Object Orientated Programming paradigm
Without this Programming paradigm, I would never be able to program anything at all.
I have an almost non-existence short term memory [That is an understatement because that implies I have a good long term memory which is so not the case].
I simply cannot remember what I have programmed when I’m done after spending hours or days writing all those codes, I just don’t have the memory for it.
To handle this problem, I break my programs into visual or conceptual components.
All I have to remember is what those parts do, and spend all my time programming them and MAKING SURE to the best of my capability that they do that one job and does it well.
When I am done with that component I move on, and I literally FORGET immediately how I go about programming that components, instead, I look upon that component as this “Magical” component that just works for some reason and mentally rewrote history in the sense that I would tell myself I did not program it, it just magically is.
This allows me to move on to the next component with a blank slate again which is very important to me because I have a very limited memory [I think it might be due to the fact that I am mentally retarded].
When all the components are done, I will forget that I programmed it at all and the magical moment will be when I connect all those components together, they all magically come alive and work!
Object Orientated Programming allows me to constantly think at the highest “Design” level and allow me the pleasure and ability to forget about the nitty gritties.
Melamine Sponge
I am a clean freak, no I am not proud of it, it prevents me from being normal.
It’s almost a ritual for me that by the end of the day, I will always use a Melamine Sponge to clean everything that I’ve use.
I do it regardless of how tired I am because I cannot stand the fact that I will be staining myself with the oil and grease produced by my fingers the next day.
I have a ridiculous need for everything I use or touch on a regular basis to be squeaky clean.
The irony is that I also almost bite everything I owned like a baby, perhaps that is also the reason why I have to make sure everything is clean, because I don’t want to poison myself.
No I can’t stop myself from the urge to want to chew something.
Science
It is the only self corrective learning mechanism humankind has ever invented that FUCKING ROCKS!
It is in my opinion that every other way of learning or knowing is FULL OF SHIT, a.k.a Science for the Stupid.
Things that fascinate me but for some reason, I've never got around to learn it
Microcontroller Programming
Creating the most kickass Tricorder is the only reason why I am interested in learning this, using my current severely outdated electronic knowledge, I am not able to create a Tricorder that will be as small as the one seen in Star Trek with that much flashing lights.
Resin Casting
What an amazing ability it is, to create your own physical object from scratch.
Sewing
I have a very peculiar sense of fashion [the kind that makes people goes go my God baby you need help...] and I really hope within my lifetime I’ll get to learn this craft so that I can literally dress myself.
The Euphoria Programming Language
It might just be the most perfect programming language ever; I need to look into this, I am not sure yet.
Intriguing Facts About Me
I wash my electronic devices with soap and water because I am obsessed with cleanliness.
I always get a momentary high when my electronic devices being charged reached 100%.
I hate vegetables
I don’t eat fruits, I just don’t, unless it’s in juice form.
I only eat 7 things in this world and all variations of ONLY these 7 things, they are: noodles, rice, fish, chicken, egg, potato, chocolate and gummi bears.
I eat at least, MINIMUM 2 eggs a day, I think I will die young because of this...
I LOVE LEDs. Especially Blue Ones.
Languages I use or have used [Only the first two are Human Languages, the rest are Computer Languages]
Chinese
English
Actionscript 3 :: I Fucking love this Language ! 11 Years of using it and I still want to make love to it !
Objective-C :: I think of this language simply as C with Object Orientated Programming Capabilities.
C++ :: Love Hate Relationship here.
QT :: C++ has never been this consistent ;p
PHP :: The most tolerant language I have used.
Lingo :: Ooo poor Macromedia Director, your glory days were behind you but I still love you.
C :: Arh...simplicity...with Danger ;p
Java :: public static void main, that’s all I’m gonna say.
ColdFusion :: I say good bye to this language after ColdFusion 5.
Delphi :: I never get use to “:=”
Visual Basic :: I say good bye to this language after Visual Basic 6.
Game Maker Language :: A very generic language I must say, a good starting point for beginners I would imagine.
My Favorite Accent:
The Jamaican Accent
I find this accent very soothing. Especially when people say JamaicanMeCrazy !
The North American Accent
Dude I’ve been trying ok ? I still sound like crap, I hate that Chinese Accent that came out when I am speaking English. I want my English to sound as proper as my Chinese.
The South American Accent
I will never even try to speak like the south, it's too hard…tooooo hard.
But for some fucked up reason, nothing turns me on more than a guy with a southern accent.
So cute and hot at the same time.
My Favorite Drawing Setup
Pen and Paper :: When I am drawing, I try to stay away from computers, preferring to keep it as human as possible.
My Favorite Foods
Aglio Olio/Noodles/Linguine/Fettuccine
Chicken Rice/Dory Baked Rice
Scrambled Eggs
Chocolate
Potatoes
Favorite Shows
Evangelion
Family Guy
Invader Zim
Star Trek TNG/Voyager
The Big Bang Theory :: This is the only sitcom that makes me laugh uncontrollably.
Tron & Tron: Legacy
What I want the Most in Life
To have a Place I can truly call my own.
Originally I had always wanted to live in America, I like the “idea” that she was found on, Freedom of Speech and stuff but now the tides have change, there are many nations now that are much more forward thinking and educated in Science instead of spending countless hours debating fairy tales and only voting people that believes in a certain fairy tale and not another.
I am glad that there are people in America fighting the fight but as Einstein put it, you cannot fight stupidity because it is infinite, my heart goes out to you people, I hope you guys win or else it will be the dawn of Dark Ages v2.0.
Maybe I’ll go back to my roots as a Chinese, back to China, I’m so glad that China is now heading towards the road of Science and Progress [As a whole in general but it’s not perfect].
Martial Status
I am 26 now and I have never ever been in a relationship, it’s like there is no a single guy out there that wants me, any Matchmakers ?
[I know I am not perfect, that I am so low below the intellectual benchmark that I am lucky if I am half retarded, Fuck ugly, short [161cm], nerdy, can’t talk my way out of a life and death situation, constantly saying wow like some kid that was born 8 minutes ago [I know baby can’t talk but you get my analogy], ask a lot of questions, emotionally expensive, that I have an imagination friend name Omega who suggest to me about how I should live my life every now and then that I almost always totally disagree on but we do have a good relationship, I look upon him as the crazy side of me and he look upon me [I think] as a cute rabbit he just likes to hang around with, I am poor, totally pretending to be unaware of a guy’s existence when someone I like walks pass me because I am scared off my wits, totally imaging that some day a guy that I like will like me enough too to approach me first because I would be too speechless/motionless to move towards him, I am hopeless...but I’ve got one assert, I am alive ! Like you know...not dead yet...that have got to mean something right ? Like Peter Griffin says: “Come On!...Come On!...”]
My Heroes
My Grandfather
Leonardo da Vinci
Michelangelo
Alan Turing
B’Elanna Torres from Star Trek Voyager.
What is my Quest in Life
Somewhere along my teenage years, I’ve come to the realization that everything is meaningless.
I’ve come to realize that those with little knowledge are greatly motivated in pursuing senseless pride based achievements, those with slightly more knowledge pursue even more of it for its own sake in the hope to retrieve some kind of meaning from existence and those with ultimate knowledge will achieve wisdom and realize there is no meaning in life at all, that everything is nothing.
It is perhaps an irony unto itself that I am so sure that everything is meaningless since I have not acquire all knowledge there is to be acquired, it’s one those things that I just kinda know/feel it’s true.
In view of this philosophy of mine, I have decided to spend my life pursuing knowledge, happiness and if it is possible; to experience that one thing that I believe might be able to justify my existence, love.
In the end, all these are meaningless, but I need to keep my mind occupied with these three things least I simply stop functioning at all.
It is also because of this philosophy of mine that leads me to find most human beings...unimpressive and small; I am a very lonely man inside.
What are my most reoccurring thoughts:
Why am I such a short, stumpy, ugly guy, and to make things worst, have the intelligent of a potato, hence sometimes I feel I should just die and give some guy that will be discovering the Grand Unification Theory more air to breath.
Construct a Spaceship and travel through Space alone so that I can live my life looking at beautiful stuff.
The Technological and Conceptual necessities to make this spaceship possible.
Wondering who is Omega.
The Miracle of Life itself from an Entrophy point of view [Second Law of Thermodynamics], how could the universe allow this to happen and how beautiful it is that it did happen. And how is it that no one realize how beautiful it is that it did happen and instead, limiting their thinking to Religion which is an insult to the intellect.
Whether I will live long enough to witness the discovery of the Grand Unification Theory.
Why is it that I don’t seem to be able to understand the concept of Perspective [drawing], it’s confusing the shit out of me, I mean simple one or two point perspective is fine, but how is it that a picture can have so many vanishing points ? How to retrieve and extrapolate from it all ? I feel so retarded when I am looking at a real world scene and trying to see the perspective line of every single object in there. [I know the horizontal line changes when my view changes and I am not talking about that.]
Things I Hate:
Regular Expression [Programming]:
I HATE Regular Expression [A Programming Term], if I EVER come across a situation where I have a personally debug a regular expression; somebody is going to hurt real bad, haaaaaaaaaaaaaa
My Favorite Star Ship
The U.S.S Enterprise NCC-1701-D is hands down the most beautiful feat of engineering I have ever seen.
Yes It never really existed outside the fictional Star Trek universe where everything is ridiculously perfect for human kind but that’s another philosophical discussion altogether.
Look at those curves, that gorgeous curvy neck, the lines just slide around the contour of the ship in such a pleasing manner.
It’s visual design at its utmost perfect state.
Thank you Andy Probert for bringing this design into existence, as far as I’m concern, every design that comes after it is just trying to re-enact the grandness of the Enterprise D.
My Favorite Suit
I seriously cannot understand why people would spend tens of thousands of dollars buying a super branded high fashion suit that looks just like that other suit without the price tag and the brand.
If I have that kind of money, I will design and construct a suit like this.
Now that’s COOL!
Who do I think is the most Gorgeous guy in the World?
Seth MacFarlane, creator of Family Guy.
Smart, intelligent, friendly, humble despite his success, sexy deep singing voice and SO VERY GOOD LOOKING !
He is Perfection in mortal form.
One of the three loves of my life:
I could never have enough of these babies...
Ok ok Kidding aside, what do I really want in life:
My Own House, a place of my own.
Latest Picture of Me that’s not Hideous [Because even the Pig Lord have a good side] - 16 December 2010: