On the 18 of March 2011, I finally owned my first “real” Tricorder, I remember crying and adoring it like a baby.
I laugh at how silly it is that this Tricorder could mean so much to me that it would drive me to peruse it for 11 years and counting.
I cry because it really means a lot to me and to have it in my hands is as spiritual to me as anything could possibly be.

Today, I discovered what is the worst thing someone could ever say to me that will completely turn me off no matter how hot I think he is.
WSYAS...go figure.
Wow...now I kindda wish all the crushes I ever had [yes it is ALWAYS one sided] would say that to me like this guy that I had been chasing for months said to me today [Yes, I am the one doing the chasing...what’s new...], these five words was sooo way out, that I didn’t even feel rejected/hurt/want to kill myself, these five words magically makes that guys into NOTHING in my eyes.
I wouldn’t even use the word hate, because hate entails I am still connected, these five words he had spoken makes me want to have absolutely nothing to do with him! This is incredible, I found my lust’s Achilles’ heel !
Finally I have control again, every time I find someone that I like I can now imagine he say that to me in my mind and I will regain control.
YEAH!!!!!!!!!

The day I almost died
It was 12:22 and I was relaxing and watching South Park.
I was drinking a glass of water.
It’s one of those free glasses from a Macdonald happy meal.
I was chewing the glass and drinking from it as per normal.
Suddenly...CRACK!
The glass shuttered into pieces in my MOUTH !
My Eyes were wide open...I know I have to be still and take everything out slowly.
I cut my finger while taking the pieces out of my mouth, nonetheless I have to focus on keeping my mouth incredibly still.
Some of the pieces are really small and sharp...
I SERIOUSLY HOPE that not a single piece got into my system...

The Glass FUCKING SHUTTERED IN MY MOUTH ! WTF !
Wow...looks like if it’s time to die, it’s time to die, nothing can stop Death.

An oversight on my part causes my iPhone to drop into a pail of water leading to the white screen of death.
What I could never imagine is that this incident turns out to be the best thing that have happen in my life for the past two years.

I never realize that the phone is such a pest until I get to get away from it and experience “normal” life.
No more looking at the phone imagining the 101 reasons why nobody called me that leads to my constant depression.
No more secret hidden phone numbers that the caller id couldn’t retrieve that leads to my constant anxiety wondering who called and why.
No one visited or even mail me asking why they couldn’t reach me throughout the month, something that I would have done, which leads me to the final conclusion that as of this point in my life, I have 0 friends and I have been fucking kidding myself all these while.
No one cares and it’s ok, at least the fog and delusion is gone.

I didn’t realize all these nonsense could be gone...by the destruction of...my phone.

I feel...light again.
Back to living my life, not a single second would be accidentally wasted by me making all the effort to call “friends” to maintain a friendship that I now realize it never was because no one have done the same for me, now that I know.

I have also removed every single friends from my facebook.
It’s time to start over, people would have to earn their place in my life this time, no more cheap slut Bracer having to do all the work to plead people into my life and I will no longer hestitate to remove people from my life that no longer have me in their heart.

If I ever do get a new phone, I will turn it off at all times or remove the sim card if I do need to utilize the phone as a computer.
But it would be best if I never have a phone again.
I should have broke the phone sooner.

The first logo had served me well these 2 years, 11 months and 21 days, however as times goes by, I’m starting to get rather disturbed by the fact that there is text in my logo.

I’m starting to have this idea in my head that the whole point of a logo is to be a pictorial representation of an entity, hence the idea that there are text in my logo seems to somewhat defeat the purpose of the logo’s existence in the first place.

There are also many things about the old design that no longer represent me as a person now, all of which the new design has rectified.
It’s all very “design”, so unless you want to sit down with me and hear my life stories, it is more than sufficient to know that this new logo very comfortably match who I am now.

The new logo made its first appearance in Bracercom V4.

On the 18th of March 2009, Hollywood poster art legend Mr. Steven Chorney requested for me to work on his website.
It was my great honor to have had the chance to collaborate with this Great Legend.

The Bracercom V2 Mascot article had also made its way into a second magazine.
Love the “Kung Fu Panda” movie by the way, the fighting scene though exaggerated [it’s cartoon] is authentic on many levels.

The Bracercom Version 2 Mascot [Created for this website during its 2nd version incarnation, Bracercom Version 2 was mascot driven] was featured as front cover in the *.psd magazine along with an article on how I go about creating it.